I lost my smile.
I lost my smile
Have you seen it?
I lost my smile
Will you help me find it?
I lost my smile
Did you steal it?
I stole my smile.
I lost my smile
I lost my smile under the weight of my expectations
I lost my worth
I lost my love
My parents never played with me.
My parents never answered my questions.
Was I worthy of attention?
Was I worthy of love.
Honey they were just busy providing you the best
I am not good enough cause I don't have a job
I am not good enough cause I don't have a vision
I am not good enough cause I can't go for a jog
I am not good enough cause I can't wake up in the morning
What's at the top of the stairs?
I climb slow cause there is home to go
I climb fast when there are arms to hold
I clim fast when there's a smile
I climb fast when there's love waiting
I go fast when I feel love welcoming me
Letter to my inner child
(Written in August 2023 at Vondel Park - Saguna
“Be gentle as your lay broken, it takes time to rebuilt ”